hello

god?

are you up there? somewhere in this beautiful gray sky?
do you care about a stupid insecure kid like me? or do you what me to rot in hell?
is it gonna start raining soon?
what's gonna happen to me?
will everyone else turn on me like J and B...and forgive me...
my mum and dad? why them?
we clash so much of the time...
maybe you could transplant me to a different family? even for just a
bit?
idk how much longer i can do this...

-your child (of hope), Emerandom