it feels like and then some

I was surprised to realize that being 19 is no different than being 18. Only people expect more of you. It's depressing.

I hate getting older.

I think that I will look back and laugh at myself...yes that's very likely.

I always do. but right now it's unavoidably depressing and shocking. Also I found out that I am firstly Visual, then Musical, and then Kinesthetic.

All this I knew, but now it's in writing. It's that impressive?

I am very impressed.

And I'm still 19.

Still way too old to be me.

Maybe I'll grow into it...