today...

i was angry today, and i was frustrated. and i was at work.

I cannot leave the house for 8 hours when i am at work.

I am 'trapped' in there with 5 elderly people for 8 very long hours.

of course these feelings are much exasperated by the fact that I was very tired and had worked way too much this week already.

when i ask myself why why why why why do i work so much?

I can think of no good answer except that no dreams come free and this is the cost of my dreams.