how silly

Hell I always want what I can't have. And end up hating the ones who show me what I can't have. I just wish I was older and cooler...or maybe, just once to want someone I can actually have... Life sucks.
Everyone I don't want, wants me...maybe I try too hard. Maybe i'm not pretty enough, impressive enough...argg why does it have to be me that's not good enough for him???
Stupid stupid irrational emotions. Go away. I mean it this time. I'll be sick of his sexy boots in three days.
Maybe...

shone and gone

dreamer dreamer come away,

press your luck some other day.

darling dreamer day is gone,

the sun already shone...

and gone...goodnight

be happy love.

don't it feel like sunshine after all?

the world we love forever, gone.

we're only just as happy...

as everyone else seems to think we are.

(creds to jimmy eat world, futures, the world we love)