wow i haven't posted in a long time....sorry, thou blank cyber space. (o_o)


okay, i'm trying to be patience, but it's like i can't grow up fast enough
all of the sudden i'm all ready for all these things...i have a amazing job,
i'm likely getting a car soon, i want to just be done with the whole high school
life. ^_^
sounds odd...but my whole life i've wanted to be younger and now all the
sudden i wanna be older, i wanna grow up and be an adult. or at least
have the privileges of being an adult. 'o_o
my brother just got himself an new phone. a take off of the iPhone but still
realllly cool. i don't really wanna pay 70 bucks a month for a freakin' phone.
so then i remind myself that he is 20 and i'm 18 and it's still okay that i have
a crappy little phone.
T_T
so...also, those people that i know. the 'little' ones. :D i love them, a lot, but still
they are hard to talk to sometimes...just the whole immature thing.
and i'm not saying that i'm sooo mature myself but at least i have ideas of what
i want and i'm going where i want to be.
and i'm saying it again, i love them, but sometimes i just get annoyed, i just
don't want to go to another social mess-around with them all...the juvenile little
arguments and the petty little disagreements.
just grow up people! >.<

<3